I PRETENDED I DID NOT SEE

I PRETENDED I DID NOT SEE

By Evelyn Hayes,

Author of the Plague Series because their hearts were softened to accept the unacceptable.

© February 24, 2014

I pretended I did not see.

I pretended I did not hear.

 I pretended I wasn’t there.

I pretended I was not we.

And I saw the bullying, the slandering, the intimidating, the vicious thuggery-

So smug and cruel

Against the rules.

I pretended it wasn’t so bad.

I pretended there was some glad.

I pretended they were right.

I pretended majority means truth

And I saw the ruthlessness, the abusiveness, the comradery against their ridiculed.

Shame, I wasn’t a fool:

There was a duel against righteousness.

I pretended as their brazenness got more evil, inconceivable, more provocative, more distasteful, less lawful.

I pretended I was not responsible.

I pretended I was not irresponsible.

I pretended I was innocent Just a bystander

And I saw the sadness from their madness

And I saw the tears from the jeering, jabbing, jabbering, damaging demented actions.

And I saw no smiles nor gladness, just stress and strain, loneliness, loss,

 from such cruelty without restraint.

And when I when I thought, “So Shameful” It was too late.

The pain had been too great.

It was too late.

Because of the meanness of those ravaging against correctness,

a royalty for such a comradery created  such dejectedness

And I reflected: I could have interfered

And there would have been another fate

A better act than hate.

But I had failed to react

And I cried, tried to hide that I could have done something.

I could have been a righteous friend

And not let there be such an end to innocence, uniqueness, blessedness, dreams so grand. 

I could have stopped the recklessness, the offensive. Oppressive. Massiveness, divisiveness of a misguided majority riding on the power of disempowerment for an unheavenly stake.

If only I had done what I could, what I should have done

Against what I saw, heard, witnessed…

I pretended and now I know I am guilty too.

I would have made a difference if not pretending indifference.

I pretended, but I was aware

And I cared but did nothing

And the victim is now nothing, is no more. Is no more.

I failed the test of reaction, action.

I did not give support. I did not retort. I did not report the crime.

I did not fight for right.

I did not make an alliance against noncompliance, violence, wrong.

I failed the test.

Will I be next? 

Does BDS imply Apartheid?

Does BDS imply Apartheid?

by Evelyn Hayes, June 28, 2013 

Considering the definitions in the Varda Meyers Epstein article "Israel is NOT an Apartheid State." , consider that BDS is an action of pan-apartheid. Across the globe the victimizers, jihad and friends of jihad have chosen one people, the Jews, the victims as the victimizers because Jews are still hated, hated because they survived and represent the “good ideology” justice and independence. Sadly, some Jews are so good and self-denying that they even discriminate against their own, their human and moral and legal rights and G-d. 

Sadly, in some places and countries BDS is being officialized, even in the UN and the minds of UNESCO and the universities for education. BDS against Israel supporters are trying to officialize hate against the hated and targeted people who survived the Holocaust, using TURNSPEAK and a herd mentality quoting what they heard and dare not refute or listen to those who learned better. BDS is being attempted to being made official and includes segregation" involving political, legal, and economic discrimination against Jews, their settled, their history and the only official Mandate for the Jews in Palestine, the Balfour mandate for the Jewish state in Palestine and the San Remo conference from which 78% has been given for the Arabs in Jordan by an illegal whim of the British guardianship. 

The policy or practice of separating or segregating groups, denying Jews and Christians their rights is rampant in jihad states and Arab dictatorships. Where are the Jews of Saudi Arabia? What rights Jews, Christians  and women? Sounds like apartheid is rampant there.

And worse, The condition of being separated from others; segregation is the initial ways of the Mohammedans who dejudaized Jewish Medina. Dhimmis must not even walk on the same sidewalk as the effendis who discriminate against their lower classes who fled their countries to work for the Jews who paid fair wages and gave health care and welfare. .

We are an apartheid state? No way. Watch out, the world is turning apartheid like Hitler’s the master race. Does anyone one want jihad as the master race, the jihad that is leading the BDS movement against the Jews, Israel and anti-apartheid others.

Can you imagine the pro-jihadists are even trying to officialize BDS against Jews in the universities and many exponents for this prejudice are from the countries that have official policies against others. 

The Random House Kernerman Webster’s College Dictionary definition:

1. (in the Republic of South Africa) a former rigid policy of segregation of the nonwhite population existed . It was changed not with hate, overpopulating the land against the whites, but by understanding the truth and changing the laws. 

BDS is a system or practice that separates people according to race, caste, religion and truth of birth, ownership and settlement. It is a policy that has itself as the agenda.  In Genesis it states that the Jews should settle the land. Settle means peace and Jews accepted foreign Arab workers, nomads and they would be equal if they were not terrorists. Terrorism by Iran is a item to boycott, not Israeli grown olive trees on Jewish owned land.. And yes, consider that the Arabs want a parallel to the Jewish National Fund. Doesn't that acknowledge that Jews bought and owned land and have rights to own land and not suffer apartheid. 

1.     racial segregation; specifically : a former policy of segregation and political and economic discrimination against non-European groups in the Republic of South Africa began by the Mohammedans in Medina and the places they made Jewrid in Saudi Arabia and this apartheid is spreading in Europe, Asia and everywhere where jihad demands control and destroys the properties and memories and identities of other peoples and would enforce separatist laws. . 

2.     Jihad is a form of Apartheid which demands separation, segregation <cultural apartheid>  apartheid> which uses violence, decapitations, murder to rid the world of others. It also uses lies, turnspeak and slander to enrage its complaint followers. In the city of Hebron, a madness turned Arabs against their doctors, pharmacists, neighbors. It was a blind madness with a real apartheid agenda including murder. Destroying the Twin Buddhas is also an attempt at apartheid and worse, elimination, genocide both culturally and literally. 

·        the discrimination on grounds of race is their race, religion and no others. Also there is apartheid against women, separate and unequal.

·        Do or die. 

·        I ask, how does the victim of centuries of hate, discrimination, inquisitions, pogroms become the victimizer? Perhaps its like the yellow star? in the world of computers and knowledge still before the reburning of books and the control of information. Why don't people do the research that is still available. Apartheid is discrimination of those boomeranging their manners against others, using lies, untruths and incitements even on the college classes and parliaments. I see BDS against the Jews. Israelis, the state, the settled settlers as bad, dangerous and sadistic, as prejudice, a hate incitement by a herd that doesn't hear, won't hear, won't listen, research, be independent of those whose agenda is the worst pan-apartheid with prejudice beyond the Jews. 

They Took My Cottage Cheese

They Took My Cottage Cheese
by Evelyn Hayes,
author of The Plague Series because their hearts were softened to accept the unaccptable.
July 4, 2009
Checkpoints are for terrorists, I thought. But as Israel is opening checkpoints, those with the knives, guns, toy guns from towns where jihad thrives are going through unchecked. Where's my independence? I might be stopped from being a great grandma because they are being let go. Those unchecked might have weapons of mass destruction.
What about me? I don't mind being checked going into a super market, a shopping center, a hotel, a restaurant, a plane. Yes, that shoe bomber was on my Pan Am plane. Yes, the other TWA 800 passengers who were in the terminal with me were blown up. Yes, I was about to walk past Sbarro when it was blown up. Yes, my friend just passed the Moment Cafe a moment before it was blown up. Yes, my son was on Egged Bus #14, but was going the other way. Yes, my daughter was on the Brooklyn Bridge and saw the plane crash into the Twin Towers. Yes my son was in the Battery Tunnel below and saw ash covered people running in. He had to back out that September 11, 2001.
Because of Jihad, innocents have to show their licenses and sign into New York office buildings. Grandmas have to lift their satchels onto trolleys to go through x-rays at bus stations and NY office buildings. So, liberalism is liberating the jihad side and letting mix and mass get through checkpoints unchecked.
Risk and rash are the unleashing of terrorists while little old grandmas like me suffer because there are those who would do a Bombay and make the mum-bye everywhere, but those from jihad country can have free play, liberal justice to do the unjust by their own authority.
I was travelling Swissair. They checked my bag, waist pack, computer. No liquids! They took my cottage cheese. I wanted to have a healthy snack. Remember, us innocents have to get to the airport three hours early. No drinks, no tooth paste, no wrinkle cream, no make up, no tweezers, nail clips. They make us take off our shoes- I can't even bend to retie the laces. Hats? Can't they see I'm innocent? Why can't they check the more likely guilty. I should explode, scream, "Do you want me to eat junk food? That's my cottage cheese?" How is Duty Free surviving when someone bought Buy Two One Free perfume and they confiscated it all - liquid you know.
So grandma me is being treated evenhandedly, like a criminal , a potential terrorist. So toddler, she, is getting her bottles nuked. No formula? What about nursing mother - the only liquid they let through. So Netanyahu is opening checkpoints, not checking potential law breakers when tourists can't even go into the Capitol Building, the Senate Building, the Courts without getting nuked.
Who is pushing the Jews to give up security? Why? Do they want us dead again? Will the tunnels into Gaza never end? Hundreds, SOoo deep. Liberalism is not liberating; it's aiming at the good and letting killers kill.
They took my cottage cheese, blame me for trying to stay healthy and alive. There's obamanomics; it broke the banks and granny's purse got thin. Is this an obama-comic? They took my cottage cheese? Will I have to buy junk food? I think liberalism is junky. It blows off your face. Don't you think it's junky, too? My independence is dependent on check points especially when they let jihad out of jail. Give me settlement anytime.